made in hawaii, i'm in love with the
most amazing boy, Hugo Munoz♥ i love alcohol, shows, adventures, & animals. i'm tatted 
but i plan to cover my whole body one day. i'm pierced; septum, nostril, ears & soon-to-be tongue. you can ask me anything you'd like in my ask.
June 2: High School Graduation
June 30: Vans Warped Tour Festival
July-August: Moving to Austin!
August 27: The All Stars Tour
fun fact: i make little whimpering noises when i read these back. :’c
LOLOLOL LIFE HATES ME. ;~;
whatever we had, can we have it back again?
things i hate about living away from hawaii: not having manapua for 11 out of 12 months of the year. :’-( i’m really homesick & all i want to do is eat all of these & see my grandma. </3
i’m moving to austin!
this weekend, i’m going with my mom to go look for houses/apartments in austin because once i graduate from high school in june, there’s really no need for us to live in laredo anymore. i’m so so so excited! i get to meet new people & live in a really fucking amazing city. i can’t even wait. we’re looking now so that we can start moving by like june or july i think. i really hope we find a place because i can’t imagine living here for another year. i’m going to miss it so much, but i mean, i’m SO ready to start over in a new city with new everything! :-) there’s so much going on this summer, & i can’t believe i’m finally getting out of this city after 7 years. <3
talking to one of my guy friends
made me realize that yeah, okay, i fucked up & i fucked up bad. BUT if i want to make up for it, & it’s not good enough for someone, then i need to move the fuck on! fuck begging for forgiveness & being treated like shit by someone who just wants to see how much shit i’ll stick around through. FUCK THAT! yeah, i still like him & all, but i mean if he doesn’t want to be with me, what can i do? nothing but move on because if he doesn’t want what i have to give him, someone else probably will & they’ll treat me like a princess too c: i don’t want to have to move on, but if i feel like i need to, then that’s what’s gonna happen.
funfacts<3
strangest night ever. everyone is mean to me.
dear you, love me.
holy moly.
he is the cutest boy i have ever, ever, ever seen! & it makes me think “how do boys this cute even exist?” because let me tell you, all the guys i follow are all handsome BUT i’m pretty sure i’ve never seen anyone that’s cuter than this guy. ;-;
he also proves my point that the cutest guys ever all listen to pop-punk.
wowowowowow. <3
aw, i’m sorry.
i’m sorry that me liking you is such a burden for you. and you know what else? i’m sorry for picking you out of all the other guys out there. yeah, it must be real fuckin’ tough to deal with me only wanting you, huh? oh, and by the way, yeah, i know i fucked up really fucking bad but i mean, i’m here, wanting to make up for it in every possible way. i was going to ask you to prom in literally the cutest way ever because I KNOW FOR A FACT the shit you like, & you would’ve been so fuckin’ happy, i know it. but no, you’re too good for that right? and when i stop trying watch you sit there and complain about how i stopped even when you didn’t. but goddamn you tell me you want me to wait for you (which i have no problem doing btw) and then you act like you don’t want shit to do with me. like, at LEAST give me a fucking heads-up on what you fucking want right now.
but you know what? of COURSE i’m willing to make up for the shit i put you through, but the way you’re acting right now is pretty much saying that you want me out of your life. so okay, i fucking quit. i quit trying for you every day, i quit being there still trying to get on your good-side even though nothing i fucking do works, and mostly, i’m doing what you want and i’m quitting trying to be in your life.
oh & don’t sit there thinking “wow, she gave up when i never did….” no, that’s not what’s happening here. i’m doing what YOU want me to do right now. i’m not giving up because i want to, in fact, i’d totally rather keep trying for you……no, i’m giving up because that’s what you’re basically TELLING me to do. YOU. not me. i tell you i love you & you tell me that you don’t need to deal with that?
i really fucking want to throw in the towel and just say “FUCK THAT!” but i know for a fact that i’d be missing out on you & i fucking hate that shit. i don’t give a fuck about our age difference, i definitely don’t give a fuck about what people have to say, but i care about YOU & i do care about what you have to say….& so far, everything you’ve told me is pretty much how you don’t want to deal with me anymore.
pffft, okay i’m sorry i was such a bother. i’ll let you deal with whatever else you want to deal with. & you don’t treat me like shit, but holy fuck you don’t even have to TRY to make me feel worthless.
the saddest part is, you’d be so fucking happy with me and none of that shit would matter…..but you don’t care about that, do you? no. so we’re both gonna miss out on eachother even if we have the chance right now to see what could’ve happened between us. but you don’t want that. so i’m fucking done.
i hope you have a great life because i’m cutting myself off from being in it.
I got asked to prom today.
this is happening right now <3
of mice & men, four year strong, pierce the veil, we the kings, taking back sunday, sleeping with sirens, mayday parade, bless the fall, man overboard, transit, chelsea grin, the ghost inside, title fight, & a little bit of t mills even though he’s a giant faggot.
once again, i’m in love with the line up. ugh.
